what the hell !!!

You say that I'm messing with your head
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
All 'cause I was making out with your friend
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Love hurts, whether it's right or wrong
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I can't stop 'cause I'm having too much fun
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

You're on your knees,
beggin' please
'stay with me'
But honestly,
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good but now,
I'm thinking 'What the hell'
All I want is to mess around,
and I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me,
you can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now,
whoa 'What the hell'

What,
What,
What,
What the hell

So what if I go out on a million dates
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
You never call or listen to me anyway
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'd rather rage than sit around and wait all day
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Don't get me wrong,
I just need some time to play (yeah)

La la la la la la la la, whoa, whoa
La la la la la la la la, whoa, whoa

You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head
When I'm messing with you in bed

All my life I've been good but now,
I'm thinking what the hell (what the hell)
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about (I don't care about)
All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about. (if you love me)
If you love me (no), if you hate me (no)
You can't save me, baby, baby (if you love me)
All my life I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell

La la, La la la la la la, La la, La la la la la la la

♥ me n u ♥

Unconsciously... we had been 2gether bout a half year..
its not a long time, but still also, not too short..

in tis half year, of coz v get through many thngs...
quarrel,jealous,sweet,happiness...

wif u~ i feel emotion... happy, angry, sad, n joy...

u said b4..

there will be the happy and sad moment whnever 2 person get along 2gether..
Occasionally,
v needa learn n experience the unhappy or the sad moment...
n u said..
v're b' 2gether 4ever n u, my silly gal...
i love u oways~

i love u too my cute boy...
oways n 4ever...

blog Xp sry tat i ignore u..

there's been a long time i didnt update my blog.... Xp
coz recently get really bz on assignment n exam..
bt nw~~i'm in HOLIDAY~~^^



since i didnt update my blog till nw...
i had been through a lot of happy n sad thngs..
(of coz its alot of thng~
i didnt write my blog since oct== 2 mnth oredi)

i had met sum1 in nov n he means a lot 2 me...Xp
i dunno y i had tat kinda feelin 2 him..
but its a diff. feelin from others...

my mood will change 4 him... happy or sad..
i dunno myself either...
he is so cute whn he smile 2 me..
n i'll juz stare at him but i didnt realise...Xp

i juz like da stay wif him..
holding his hand i feel warm..
sum1 cares bout me.. protecting me..
love me all the time...

i never feel tis kinda feeling b'4...
i cares bout him... i'm afraid 2 loose him...
i wan him happy all the time..
i like his smile... like him whn he call me "laopo" " baobei"... Xp

mayb its sound i little bit nauseating..hehe...
bt tat is wat i wanna say...

at hometown now.... bt i miss him soooooo much~~
still a mnth 2 go... wait 4 me 2 go back ..my dear~^^

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010 is really mean a lot to me...
i got many thngs ..
1st time in college..
met new frenz..
live alone outside
realise how gud tat being at home
1st handphone
1st camera
gt my license
1st time countdown at x'mas
1st boyfren
1st time feel so care bout a person...
its really really mean a lot to me..^^

just the way you are ^

Oh her eyes, her eyes

Make the stars look like they're not shining

Her hair, her hair

Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know

When I compliment her

She wont believe me

its so, its so

Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay

I say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

Her lips, her lips

I could kiss them all day if she'd let me

Her laugh, her laugh

She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful

I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know

Id never ask you to change

If perfect is what you're searching for

Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking

If you look okay

You know I say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

The way you are

The way you are

Girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

yeah~

luv tis sweet song~^

wats goin on wif me?

there's muz b' sumthng wrong...

but i dunno wat its really r...

wat's tat keep bothering me?

wat the hell is tat?

y everytime i feel such feelings??

it makes me tired..

hate tat kinda feelings..

hate being like tis..

no1 noes wats wrong wif me..

i dun even noe myself..

im very tired of all tis

dunno wat to do

everytime im alone....

tat feelings juz..

its oways there..

actually tis kinda"emo"thngs start from tis yr..

evrythngs is changing..

im no longer who i use 2 be..

may b' tats a growing process..

it will keep cuming..

i cant control it..

may b' i juz needa get use 2 it...

i cant hope tat others can help me..

they gt their own problem..

i should fix it myself...

recover myself..

i'm juz gonna let it go

human cant control everythngs..
i cant control everythngs..happen b'sides me..

gud or bad..

its juz happen..

n i gotta learn how da let it go..

its been very emo whn i noe my exam result...

nvr feel like tat b4...

omost cry out..

summore no1 i can cry on 2..

everythngs is so nt rite..

cant control it, i wish 2...

bt i really cant...

seems defined....

nw..after tat "emo" periods..

all back 2 the previous..

start assignment..

all gettin over agian n over again...

is college life means assignment life 2 me too?

i dun wanna hv a college life like tis...

its sounds sucks..Xp

i wanna hv a interesting n fun college life...

at least i can memorize it whn i'm old..

or can share wif my kids tat how awesome my college life is..

i wanna live more fulfilling,more meaningful...

at least worthy of my own..

who ever knows me?

i'm back 2 college again....

everythng is still the same ...

bt dunno y...

tis time whn i get back , i feel a little bit more emptiness..

a little bit more loneliness..

although i gt a lot of frenz here...

friendly funny..

bt i realize tat no1 actually noe me...

do u noe me?

no..u dun..

i'm oways happy in front of every1...

no1 feels my sad..

no1 feels my heart..

actually i dunno myself either..

tat's profound..

harda discover..

may b' ppl thnk i'm a very tough gal...

bt actually i'm nt...

may b' ppl thnk i'm a very confidence gal...

but i'm nt either...

i'm not pretending 2 b' confidence & tough,

i didnt...

i'm nt confidence at all & tat makes me feels a little inferiority sumtimes..

i'm nt tough at all & tat makes me feels a little bit hard to go through thngs sumtimes..

bt i had got through many thngs..

i face it myself & solve it myself..

i can b' tough.. sumtimes

i can b' confidence.. sumtimes

bt .... i dun wanna b'...

i'm juz a gal..

ordinary & simple gal..

tat's who i'm...